FATIN MUHIDDIN
Friday, April 27, 2012, 22:23
Losing a friend.
So last monday , 23rd of April to be exact , i woke up with such a shocking news that one of my guy friends here in UTM passed away. I was still asleep that Anis knocked on my door until im awake and with a sad face she dropped the bomb on me. And the first word that came out from my mouth is ' TIPU!!' . And he died due to i dont know what is the scientific name but the easy name would be 'Kencing Tikus' . I seriously cannot believe that. I mean oh my God , not him !! :(( I was so shocked that i had a few hard minutes to digest about what she just said to me.
Alipp and I are are not that close and we dont talk or see each other everyday but he is definitely one step higher than the other recognise-the-face-but-dont-know-his-name type of friend. I mean , he is in that group of friends that i will definitely approach or smile to whenever i see him. Last wednesday , two days after he's gone , during badminton, i just realised that i used to always see him walking by us in the badminton court. and now no more :( And i cannot imagine how his roommate or close friends feel but honestly it is so hard to accept the fact that he is gone.. The fact that i can no longer see his face is just ....
Then it hit me that you know , there is no such thing as 'Too young to die'. and i also realised that life is too short to be unhappy. We dont know when is our calling, none of us know so why dont we appreciate every second in life and just be happy. Push away all the negativity , all the sadness and think of the ones that we love and appreciate them every day. Dont be sad over someone who dont even care about us , who hates us and all. Be happy and spend every day as if its the last day of our lives. But at the same time , we must not forget to do our responsibility towards God. To pray five times a day , to recite the Quran everyday , to do good deeds to the others and etc. These are the things that we will bring along with us when we die. Not our money , laptop and those expensive gadgets that we owned. This is not just a reminder for you who is reading this, but me, myself is included. I am so far from perfect and i dont even recite Quran everyday. That is something that i really need to improve about.. Because you know , we just have to be ready..
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Al-fatihah to Arwah Aliff Ashriq.
You will always be remembered..